Hazel

2009-06-21T20:12:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of a new chapter...

2009-04-27T21:12:00.001+08:00

Blood pressure on the rise...

2009-04-12T11:44:00.001+08:00

(3) not receiving anything for my birthday.. Not even a card..

Birthdays

2009-04-12T11:35:00.001+08:00

3 most memorial birthdays...
(1) a friend sending down a tiny birthday cake at midnight
(2) having a birthday song sang in French, Korean, Chinese, English.. N something else.. With happy birthday arranged with pebbles n a supermarket bought cake n a big faced cookie n a home cooked dinner without me needing to do anything n having the biggest bed for the night
(3) *pending.. Can't rememeber anymore.. Maybe it will b this year..

2009-03-21T10:09:00.001+08:00

Hehe... Can't wait for tmr.. :)

2009-03-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

I give up.. Whatever ba..

2009-03-13T13:49:00.004+08:00

A Post About Happier Times... V. Day 14-02-09

Met up with him after his NS briefing at Clementi MOS Burger for a quick bite.. Didnt have the time for a nice dinner coz the dance performance was at 8 and we got to be there by 730.. *He didnt know about the performance just know that I have a surprise for him. Passed him his first clue card which says "Where is the biggest durian in Spore?"

Upon reaching esplande, I handed him his next clue card.. Which consist of a print out about BREAKOUT and also 2 tickets.. :)

The show was simply amazing. It was very entertaining.

After the performance, I handed him another clue card which lead us to..

Made a reservation at Copthorne King's Hotel since it was cheap.. Lost our way.. And was ultra hungry when we got there.. Ended up eating Mac at midnight... Had a good rest..

Went to check in in the afternoon while he was still in camp.. And made the room nice nice.. =)

The next morning, we met JJ and Yang Xin for tim sum at Mirama.. Since the hotel was just beside our hotel..

2009-03-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

So bored.. Since Gis requested me to blog more often and I seriously have nth to do but to wait for 110pm, I shall blog..

Feeling ultra sian today.. ULTRA ULTRA ULTRA.. I just wan to go home.. Maybe it is the Monday Blue or maybe it is just what life is all about these few months..

Been busy with my FYP, got to report to lab every single day from Mon to Fri and got to stay till at least 5pm.. And have to be here at like 9am..

Thesis writing is even worse, no idea how to go about it.. How to cite, how to present that data, how to discuss, what to discuss, how to make it flow.. EVERYTHING..

Chow Soon come over to my place most of the weekdays after his work to study.. Exams coming soon..

Weekends, also study day..

Ok shall not blog anymore.. Ultra sian..

Meeting paul for lunch at 110pm after my gel transfer is done.. Got to come back at 230pm to add the primary antibody and maybe will meet him again to slack n talk..

I need to go shopping.. I have to break this routine..

Feel like asking for a early off today.. Maybe at like 330? 4?

Shall see how things go.. Need to teach Joanne how to use the scanner downstairs to scan her gel...

I NEED FUN..

2009-02-17T10:53:00.001+08:00

2009-02-05T09:27:00.001+08:00

Nightmare...
Everyone who love me one way or another tried to save me.. everyone but the one I love..

2009-02-02T07:36:00.001+08:00

Leaving so early in the morning is tiring..

2009-01-23T10:04:00.001+08:00

Can't she just give me some peace since I only get to rest at home for half a day like once every 2 months..

2009-01-23T10:03:00.001+08:00

Current status: sitting in the LT listening to save the earth talk! Wth!!!

2009-01-19T19:50:00.001+08:00

Wake up call: always think for yourself first.. Don't be so dumb..

2009-01-15T21:52:00.001+08:00

High end couple phone...

2009-01-14T09:35:00.002+08:00

Maybe the government should not only divide the roads whereby car drive on but also divide the pavements whereby humans walk on too...

The morning rush is insane.. Everyone knows that..

Morning rush with people blocking ur way is even worse...

So why not split up the lane? Hahhaa.. The lane most to the left will be for people who cant walk with heels and people with a super heavy ass who have to drag themselves ultra slowly...

The 2nd lane is for people going at normal speed..

And the lane on the right is for speeding and overtaking..

Hahaha.. Wont that solve our problems?

2009-01-11T09:26:00.001+08:00

When you give someone a peice of your heart, they end up taking a whole chunk of your mind and reserving it all for themselves...

Got this sentence in a book I recently read..

2009-01-02T10:21:00.001+08:00

Yeah... Happy Happy...

Fri: Meeting Paul and Aaron for lunch later at fusionopolis (Soup Spoon)...

Sat: Going Batam (2D1N).. Spa and relax... OooooOoo..

9th Jan: Off Day...

6th Feb: KL + Genting (3D2N) with the usual..

2008-12-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

I need a break...

2008-12-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

2008-12-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

Chow Soon: "Wa I never see you so take care of your phone before..."

Xmas eve gathering

2008-12-25T11:54:00.001+08:00

What a wonderful gathering... :)

2008-12-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

Ip Man is a good show...

2008-12-18T13:38:00.001+08:00

Just had bk for lunch.. Currently at starbucks.. Drinking coffee n surfing with my lovely phone.. Man.. Gtg.. Last bus back is at 2..

2008-12-16T14:41:00.002+08:00

****

Just got screwed.. Damn shit.. Hai.. Ultra sad... Used the wrong cells so the protein of interest cant be expressed.. Hai.. But I didnt know.. Blah Blah told me to use DH5alpha and so I did.. Apparently he didnt tell me that DH5alpha is for plasmid amplification and not protein expression.. And here I am thinking that DH5alpha is the cheaper version of BL23 CodonPlus.. Hai...

Got questioned by Jimmy.. Sian shit..

But well at least Dr Cheong an wei me..
And Grant appologise for not telling me.. Hai..

But still sian shit.. Being said by your supervisor..

And now I have to repeat my expt..

Its going to cost me one week.. (5days)

Thats a lot of time..

Damn....

Damn....

Damn....

2008-12-13T12:31:00.001+08:00

Safest place on earth: in ur arms...

2008-12-10T11:52:00.001+08:00

Hazel is so tired from FYP, tuition and trying to find time to communicate with him...

New phone

2008-12-08T22:52:00.001+08:00

Totally love my new phone..
Best phone on earth to date..

A msg to Chow Soon who is right beside me now...

2008-12-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

Thank you for spending time n effort to help me figure out my phone... :)
I can watch clear clear movies now!!!

Exams in 2 weeks

2008-10-29T11:49:00.001+08:00

Hmm its the stress n depress period again.. Examinations in 2weeks n I m not even 10% prepared.. Oh man.. So so dead.. Just so glad tat I took the bioentre module earlier this sem.. At least now I do not have to worry about another module.... Argh!! Exams!!! Argh!!! 2 weeks!!! Omg!!!!
However, on a lighter note, this would most probably b my last exam in my entire life!

Testing...

2008-10-14T14:11:00.001+08:00

Low on fuel

2008-10-14T13:58:00.001+08:00

Now I know what is the one week recess week for.. Its to replenish the energy one lost throughout half the semester.. Without a good one week rest, but rather an extremely shiong two continuous weeks, I do not have enough fuel already.. In addition to the insufficient rest, the need for entertaining others, the presentations, assignments n tests, I am about dead.. Guess I need one or two days of good good rest but doubt I could find that one or two days.. Time to prioritise.. I shld come first before others (e.g bf, friends, family)...

2008-09-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Bright and CheerfulYou are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

2008-09-13T00:34:00.001+08:00

SHIT!!!! I ate 2 full size durain mooncake frm goodwood park hotel within one night!!! My face is so going to b as round as mooncakes soon!!!!!

2008-09-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

Swollen left eye!!!
Chow Soon must have taught he saw a ghost when he woke up this morning!
My left eye was a tiny bit swollen yesterday.. But still, I drew my eyeliner over it and went to sch...
This morning, when I woke up.. OMG!!! MY LEFT EYE BECAME DAMN FREAKING SWOLLEN!!! (One eye big, one eye damn damn small) (Even my vision was block!!!)
If my stupid left eye is still as swollen tomorrow, I am not going to go to sch!!!!! How to go to sch with that stupid ugly super swollen left eye!! So ugly!!!
P.S. Or maybe, even if my eye is not that swollen tomorrow, I still shall not go for class..
Hahhaha.. Chow Soon asked me not to go...
He is free the whole day tmr...

2008-09-08T21:22:00.001+08:00

Cockroach monster makes my life feel so suffocating.. Just cut me some slack will you?

2008-09-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Hmm got this from weichao's blog which he got from someone elses blog.. Hehhe..
Seem quite true leh.. ahahhaha..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-08-27T12:04:00.004+08:00

Some pretty and heart warming pictures I found online...

2008-08-24T18:32:00.002+08:00

Singapore's weather can b insane..
And when its raining, the number of earthworms are OMG!! Tons n Tons...
Plus the strong wind, even an umbrella cant shield u...
*Drenched n cold...

2008-08-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

2008-08-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

2008-08-22T11:25:00.001+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things.

We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more informa tion, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete…

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because t hat is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.

Remember, to say, ‘I love you’ to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away…

2008-08-20T11:31:00.002+08:00

Cant wait for September...

Gossip Girl Season 2: 1st Sep
America's Next Top Model Cycle 11: 3rd Sep
Heroes Season 3: 22nd Sep
Ugly Betty Season 3: 25th Sep

2008-08-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm haven been blogging for a while...
Lazy I guess..
School has started and it was a good feeling to return to school ON THE FIRST FEW DAYS..
Nice to see familiar faces, and to be back in the familiar surroundings..
However, after a while, the nice feeling die down... Hehe..
Didnt move back to West Coast to stay with my aunt this semester because its a semester with very few modules.
We only have to take 4 modules this sem..
And finally after 3 years of my uni education, I get a 4 day week.. Hahah..

Had FYP briefing a while back..
Such a nice feeling.. FINAL YEAR PROJECT...
Everything is coming to an end..
But now, I would have to crack my brains over my FYP..
External?
Internal?
Lab based?
Non Lab based?

2008-07-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

5 Talking Mistakes Most Couples Make
Why do you two still get into petty spats? Subtle bad communication habits. Learn to break them like this.By Jennifer Benjamin

You and your man may think you know each other inside and out. But even the most in-tune twosomes can slip up. “Many couples unknowingly have bad communication habits,” says psychologist Steve Stephens, PhD, author of Lost in Translation. “They’re so subtle that often they don’t create conflict in the moment, but when they happen consistently, they can make partners feel less connected.”To avoid these pitfalls, you first have to recognize them. So we outlined five that are extremely common, even among the closest couples. Use our experts’ advice to prevent future conversational breakdowns... and reach a new level of bonding.Mistake 1: Info Gets Left OutHere’s a prime example of a couple conversation lapse: You mention to your guy that you’d like to plan dinner with friends next Thursday. You don’t, however, fill him in on where, what time, and exactly who’s coming. Not intentionally — just because when you’re part of a twosome, you tend to talk in a sort of shorthand. Essentially, you paint the broad strokes, subconsciously expecting your partner to be able to fill in the details. Of course, later, when he’s like “Huh, dinner?” you wind up getting pissed.“The way couples speak to each other is very different from how they speak to friends,” points out Stephens. “They leave out key information simply because they’re so used to being together that they think of themselves as one entity or they figure that their boyfriend or girlfriend will understand them enough to get what’s unspoken. Then, when that doesn’t happen, feelings are bruised, people feel ignored… all sorts of problems arise.”A relationship setback for sure, but once you’re aware of it, it’s easily fixed. First, be deliberate when you’re relaying important information to your guy — the way you would be if you were talking to anyone else. And when he tells you something, ask for the nitty-gritty instead of accepting the gloss-over. “With key stuff, have a conversation about it,” says psychotherapist Barton Goldsmith, PhD, author of Emotional Fitness for Couples. “Or even type it out in an e-mail so you know for sure you get all the details down.”Mistake 2: Timing Is OffSomething all women need to know is that it’s nearly impossible to have a discussion with your guy when he’s in front of the TV. You may think that because he’s sitting there, he’s a captive audience, but nope, wrong. “Men can’t mentally multitask,” says Stephens. “When he’s watching TV, he gets sucked in by the visual stimuli. Essentially, the rest of his brain shuts down, so he can’t converse too.”On the flip side, you may have noticed that your guy brings up serious topics right as you’re getting ready for work or maybe paying your bills online. It’s not that he’s oblivious to the fact that you’re busy; he’s actually kind of doing it on purpose. “Men are uncomfortable having deep conversations, so your guy will start one when you’re occupied with something else,” explains Stephens. “That way, you won’t be as focused on him.”Predictably, picking the wrong time to chat usually takes a wrong turn. “The person being bothered becomes annoyed, and the person initiating the conversation feels dismissed,” says Beverly Hills, California, clinical psychologist Cara Gardenswartz, PhD. So a good plan of action is to ask “Is this a good time to talk? I want to figure out if we should book that vacation or not.” Why the briefing? Goldsmith explains, “It’s important to add what it is you want to discuss so your partner can decide if it’s something that can wait or not.” If you do it enough, you’ll see that he’ll start to pick up the same talking habit. And if you’re angling for a serious conversation with him, try to pick a time when you’re both doing something mindless and without deep eye contact — like driving in the car or hiking or cooking. Because you’re casually involved in another activity, it’s a more relaxed, nonthreatening environment for him to open up.Mistake 3: The Talk Reeks of DoomIn an attempt to soften a blow, women will often preface the conversation with “Okay, so don’t freak out” or “You’re not going to like this, but....” Come on, wouldn’t that put you on edge? “Instead of preparing him, it winds up stressing him out even more, setting off warning bells in his brain,” says Goldsmith. The reason it’s so hard to just dive right in and say what’s on your mind: “Women like to prepare for a problem, to warm up to it rather than abruptly tackle it, even with issues that aren’t that major,” explains Stephens. “But men hear it as a signal to gear up to get defensive, thus making it a self-fulfilling prophecy.” When he hears that disclaimer, he prepares to fight you, even if it’s just about borrowing his car to go to the store. Instead of jump-starting his heart attack with a statement like “Brace yourself for bad news,” try a gentler approach, like “This isn’t really a big deal, but would you be up for going to my grandma’s 80th birthday this weekend?” You’ll get a much more positive response. Mistake 4: It Turns into a MonologueIt’s definitely frustrating: You’re telling your guy a story and, halfway through, his eyes glaze over and you know that he’s hit his mental mute button. It’s not that he doesn’t care about what happened when you went out last Saturday. It’s just that what your friends consider a standard-issue story comes across to him like a verbal tornado.Put simply, he is not equipped for all the minor details. “Guys have a three-minute window where they can listen closely, but when your description goes on for longer than that, you’ve lost him,” says Stephens. “Then you inevitably end up getting mad at him for not paying attention to you or not chiming in.”There are two ways to combat this problem. First, be sensitive to the fact that he can only listen to you, uninterrupted, for so long. “Try to catch yourself if you start going on, and throw in a question to get him involved again — essentially rehooking him in,” suggests Stephens. “It’s easy for him to zone out when he’s just listening, but as soon as you engage him, he’s forced to be present in the conversation.” Also, touching his arm or leg as you’re talking is a physical way to connect with him and bring him back to the moment. Mistake 5: There Are No BoundariesHonesty’s a great thing in general, but it’s really overrated at certain times. Cases in point: You don’t actually want to hear that your dress makes you look heavy, and he could live without knowing that your number of ex-lovers is in the double digits. “Couples make the mistake of thinking that they have to learn everything about each other and share all their thoughts and have no secrets, but that’s simply not true,” says Stephens. “I call it reckless honesty when you’re revealing stuff that doesn’t have a constructive purpose and will do more harm than good.” And believe it or not, that includes your frustrations with each other. “Not all annoyances need to be addressed and dissected,” says Goldsmith. “Sometimes, bringing up a small temporary pet peeve will only serve to insult and offend your partner; it’s often best to try to deal.” So you hate his new sweater — whatever. He’ll get sick of it eventually. Really, just think about the greater good: a happy union where you get each other but not every teeny thing about each other.

The Hard Stuff: "He Insulted Me — and I Can't Forget It"
By Karen Karbo

More than a year ago, my current partner told me he found my naked body less than desirable and that he'd prefer me to keep on some clothes during lovemaking. I was hurt and gave him the boot. Days later, he showed up on my doorstep in tears, with flowers and an apology. I forgave him, knowing that if he really loves me, I shouldn't throw it all away. But since then, I don't feel the same about him. Why can't I convince my head and heart to return to the place they were before? —L.H., 36, Shady Cove, OREvery relationship has its own Love Shack phase, when you're so crazy about each other that you can't see straight and none of your friends want to be around you because you're all glowy and thin and full of insufferably sweet stories about how cute Ed is when he folds a dish towel.
Mercifully, this phase doesn't last forever. While it's possible that your relationship with this guy has simply moved on to a less romantic, more realistic stage, I'd wager that his horrendous remarks hastened the dimming of your affection. The tears, flowers, and apology were nice and all, but not enough to offset his mean comments. You can't convince your head and heart to return to the same place because there's no going back, ever. And on the matter of his "really loving you" — who talks to someone they really love that way? I think it's a testament to your good sense and self-respect that you can't convince yourself to love this man. You deserve to be cherished. Which I suspect, deep in your heart, you know.

2008-07-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hai..

2008-07-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

These two shows are good.. Love it..

2008-06-30T13:22:00.001+08:00

Train Doze 0.2

Plugged in: sitting in the train n looking at the people sitting opposite me.. 5 out of 7 people are listening to their mp3. Are we in a generation where we can no longer live without our gadgets? How many gadgets do you have? Laptop? mp3? Handphone? Psp? I think most of us have all four of them..

2008-06-25T18:10:00.018+08:00

Train Doze: 0.1

Was observing a lesbian couple on the train.. One of them was putting her arms across the waist of the other and tapping to the music that they are listening to.. After a while, she brings her hand to the back pocket of the ger's shorts and started playing with the button. They were whispering things into each other's ear and smiling.. They seem happy to me.. The girl then reached for the other's butt n smack it lightly... Sitting here, I wonder the emotional feeling of lesbian couple. How do they feel? What is their perspective on love.. Do they ever wonder if they are able to spend the rest of their lives together? And what drives a girl turning to look for another girl as a partner? Is it because of the higher testosterone level which leads to her prefering a girl as a partner? Then what abt the female counterpart of the lesbian couple? Wat makes her fall in love with the guy counterpart? Or maybe its due to both suffering a big blow by their ex boyfriends? One of the likely reason I feel why girls are getting together might be due to the emotional satisfaction both of them received from each another.. Since girls are more emotionally needy, being couple with another girl allows them both to share their emotional feelings.. Its just like gossiping n sharing session with normal girlfriends... Meeting up at a café and talking and talking.. However, since you are now a couple, whenever you need someone to listen and help share the burden, u will have a guaranteed someone.. Unlike girlfriends, their company is not guaranteed.. And as for boyfriends.. Oh man.. Need I say more? All girls out there should have at least some form of experience... They may be there for us but they would never understand our need just to talk.. Hmm.. What about sex when it comes to a lesbian couple? The natural way is of course not possible. However, I believe that there are many aids out there.. ** I shall not go into the details of that.. Since emotional support is the top piority for most girls, I guess sex is just a extra benefit.. And they won't die not getting it.. Just like frosting on cakes.. Unlike guys who have extreme high testosterone level, sex is like essential... Or at least on their mind most of the time. Before guys out there protest violently, it is proven!! Guys think about sex most of the time!! And a large part of the brain is always thinking about it! As compared to woman. *no need me to cite ba? Anyway, no matter what is ur preferred sexual preference, I respect everyone's choice.. Anyway you have only one life so live it.. And besides, happiness is define by one.. Only you know what brings you happiness..

2008-06-24T18:36:00.001+08:00

2008-06-24T18:08:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. Received a present on Sun.. One of my fav cartoon... Care Bears..

2008-06-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed... damn damn..
My stupid sister took all my CLEO mag n cut them up...
WTH!!!

2008-06-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

F Shit

2008-06-13T11:35:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! I am so so so so nervous for my test later... Having all the super nervous symptoms!!! My heart is like pounding so fast since an hour ago and my hands and feets are cold!!! I must PASS.. OH MAN!!! SHIT!!!

2008-06-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

Backside itchy.. take wat stupid special sem.. dont even wan to put in effort to study.. Now less than 2 days to exam and trying to pia.. think your tiny brain can fit one whole sem of stuff in less than 2 days meh?

2008-06-08T12:17:00.002+08:00

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2008-06-08T11:07:00.002+08:00

Jeremy Tan's and JunJiang's Birthday

The rest of the photos are with Giselle.. So got to wait for her to send me.. hehehhe.. So Giselle, if you read my blog, (I heard she does) you should know what to do.. Hehheh..

2008-06-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

I dont get him.
I think I nv will.
Heartbroken

2008-06-03T20:37:00.004+08:00

BBQ + Camping at Pasir Ris Park (2nd June 08 - 3rd June 08)

Great time, Yummy food, Good company... =) What more can I ask for?

2008-05-28T16:30:00.003+08:00

E!Hub- BBQ Chicken

Yummy but expensive... I will not recommend this place to slim gers who die die will not eat the chicken skin.. Coz the chicken skin is like super fatty but its yummy and its where all the taste is.. If you remove the skin and just eat the chicken alone, it taste blend.. *Not yummy... P.S. But the place is nice with lots of different section where you can choose to seat.. Obviously, I choosed the hot pink sofa!!!

2008-05-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. So super duper bored.. Locked up in a stupid room!!! Currently having accounting seminar 8.. and this friday would be my accounting quiz.. DEAD and I still do not understand a stupid shit from the start! GREAT! Dead dead dead... Next week would be the last week for accounting already.. Cant wait for this stupid period to be over! DAMN!

2008-05-27T12:53:00.000+08:00

ACCOUNTING TEST THIS COMING FRI.. :(
so dead.. dont understand one bit whatever she is teaching... dead dead dead... Have SU-ed the stupid module.. As long as I get a S I m happy.. Pls.. dont let me fail and go through another business module, my heart cannot take it...

2008-05-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Extroverted Sensing Feeling Judging
The Helper

Your self perception.
ESFJ

ESFJs are helpful people who place a high value on harmony. Paying close attention to people's needs and wants, they work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. ESFJs follow through on their commitments. They like closure and prefer structured, organized situations in which warmth and compassion are shown. They contribute to others by anticipating their day-to-day concerns and handling them with warmth and efficiency. ESFJs are at their best in organizing people to get a job done.

Living
ESFJ children want life to be uncomplicated, secure, harmonious and structured. They are usually responsible, reliable, and cooperative. They thrive in situations in which there is consistency and personal attention. They enjoy the acceptance of others and will work hard to gain that acceptance. ESFJ children are concerned about doing the right things and pleasing their elders.

ESFJs follow the rules and tend to accept them as fair and reasonable. They admire people and teachers who are warm, friendly, and concerned. They are concerned about the feelings of others and like to help out when possible. They begin early to assume responsibility for the welfare of others. They believe it is necessary to give as well as to receive and will often volunteer their time and talents in service organizations.

ESFJs radiate warmth and fellowship, and generally fit in well with their classmates. They value the traditional things that teenagers do and may be involved in various clubs and teams. Their friends often turn to them because of their listening ear and helpful nature.

Often the lives of ESFJs follow a traditional pattern. In adult life, ESFJs take their parent, spouse, employee, or community volunteer roles seriously and are committed to them. They are sensitive to the needs to those around them, sometimes more attuned to others' needs than their own. They gain the respect of others because of their helpfulness, pleasantness, and ability to get things done. They carry out their commitments and are often in charge of events. Mature ESFJs often structure both their work and personal lives so that they can meet the needs of others.

Learning and Working
ESFJs learn best in structured situations where they know what they can expect. They like to schedule their learning projects so that they can plan ahead to complete their lessons. They become uncomfortable with continuous interruptions and changes when they are trying to finish what they have started. Even more importantly, however, they want to like the person who teaches them. The teacher-student relationship is helpful to them in doing their best. When there is disharmony in the classroom, it interrupts their learning process. When their work is criticised, even constructively, ESFJs may feel demoralized until they get it right and the teacher acknowledges this. Because they tend to personalize the feedback of their teachers, it is important for them to know teachers' expectations so that they can work to meet them.

Learning tends to be a personal experience for ESFJs. This attitue, combined with their ability to follow through and meet deadlines, results in a conscientious and effective student. ESFJs often enjoy studies about people and their well-being, and are usually less interested in theoretical and abstract subject matters. They like active learning activities such as field trips, experiments and group projects that get them personally involved with others.

At work, ESFJs contribute their ability to cooperate with others and to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. They respect rules and authority, and handle daily operations efficiently. They tend to be well informed and up-to-date on organizational actions that matter to people. They do what they can to make sure that personal relationships are running smoothly. Because they pay close attention to people's needs and wants, they are often involved in work activities that meet people's practical, day-to-day desires.

ESFJs prefer occupations that allow them to provide direct and personal, yet practical, help to others. Occupations that call for organization and goal direction appeal to them. They are especially careful not to waste time or resources; to do so would go against their nature.

Some occupations are particularly appealing to ESFJs: childcare worker, dental assistant, elementary school teacher, home economist, nurse, office manager, radiological technologist, receptionist and secretary, religious educator, speech pathologist, and other occupations that allow them to help others and serve their values directly.

Loving
For the ESFJ, love means warmth and commitment. When ESFJs first fall in love, they show this warmth and concern for their partner in many tangible ways. They will send cards, notes, flowers, special gifts, and other mementos of their affection. If the partner casually mentions a desire for a specific thing, they will try to find just that thing. Once committed in a relationship, ESFJs tend to stay with it even when there is inconvenience to them and perhaps longer than may be healthy. They are able to bring out the best in their partners, even though it may mean putting their own needs second.

Because ESFJs are caring individuals, they expect to give and receive in their relationships. Because others may not be as thoughtful as the ESFJ, it is a possible source of disappointment to them if they expect the same awareness and caring on the part of the partner. Being practical and realistic, they may not always like effusive shows of affection and prefer moderation instead. ESFJs may be more loyal to the relationship or to the institution of marriage than to the person. ESFJs may take the end of the relationship as a personal failure.

ESFJs, when scorned, hurt all over and may need to take time to get over the relationship before pursuing a new one. They may too easily and incorrectly blame themselves for the unfavourable outcome and recall instances when perhaps they were not as giving as they might have been. However, ESFJs' standards for giving in a relationship are likely to be above those of some other types. At their worst when scorned, ESFJs can become spiteful and critical of the partner. Because ESFJs are keenly sensitive to others and are tuned in to emotional needs, they really know how to hurt a person in the rare instances when they choose to do so.

ESFJ Relationships
ESFJs are warm-hearted individuals who highly value their close personal relationships. They are very service-oriented, and their own happiness is closely tied into the happiness and comfort of those around them. They are valued for their genuine warm and caring natures, and their special ability to bring out the best in others. They usually do not handle conflict well, and may tend to be very controlling or manipulative. Relationships are central to their lives, and they put forth a great amount of energy into developing and maintaining their close interpersonal relationships. They expect the same from others.

ESFJ Strengths
• Put forth a lot of effort to fulfill their duties and obligations
• Warm, friendly and affirming by nature
• Service-oriented, they want to please others
• Take their commitments very seriously, and seek lifelong relationships
• Responsible and practical, they can be counted to take care of day-to-day necessities
• Generally upbeat and popular, people are drawn towards them
• Generally very good money managers
• Traditionally minded and family-oriented, they will make family celebrations and traditions special events

ESFJ Weaknesses
• Generally uncomfortable with change, and moving into new territories
• Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism
• Need a lot of positive affirmation to feel good about themselves
• May be overly status-conscious, and interested in how others see them
• Have very difficult time accepting the end of a relationship, and are likely to take the blame for the failure onto their own shoulders
• Have difficulty accepting negative things about people close to them
• Don't pay enough attention to their own needs, and may be self-sacrificing
May tend to use guilt manipulation as a way to get what they want

ESFJs as Lovers
ESFJs are warmly caring people who give their intimate relationships a lot of special care and attention. They're usually traditional and take their commitments very seriously. Once the ESFJ has said "I do", you can bet that they will put forth every effort to fulfill their obligations to the relationship.

ESFJs want to be appreciated for who they are, and what they give to others. This need of theirs is sometimes intensified to the point where they are very emotionally needy, and constantly "go fishing" for affirmation if it is not freely given. ESFJs typically cannot stand conflict or criticism. They take any sort of criticism as a general indictment of their character. This is a potential pitfall for ESFJs to be aware of. In the face of negative feedback, or the absence of positive affirmation, ESFJ may become very depressed and down on themselves. Appreciation is the greatest gift that their mates can give them.

ESFJs have a tendency to be very conscious of social status and "what other people think". They should take care not to let this interfere with their close relationships.

Sexually, ESFJs are warm and loving, and welcome intimacy as an opportunity to express their affections and receive their partner's gifts of love. Many ESFJs have a tendency to be highly scheduled and traditional in their sexual habits, but this is almost always overcome by increasing their education and awareness of options. ESFJs are very service-oriented and will place a lot of importance on making their partners happy.

Being highly practical, the ESFJ is excellent in matters regarding home management. They're likely to be very responsible about taking care of day-to-day needs, and to be careful and cautious about money matters. They are interested in security and peaceful living, and are willing and able to do their part towards achieving these goals for themselves, their mates, and their families.

Most ESFJs have a strong need to "belong" - whether to institutions, traditions, or family units. This need usually causes them to be quite social creatures that enjoy attending parties as well as throwing their own. They're likely to strongly desire that their mates share in their social experiences.

Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESFJ's natural partner is the ISFP, or the INFP. ESFJ's dominant function of Extraverted Feeling is best matched with someone whose dominant function is Introverted Feeling. The ESFJ/ISFP combination is ideal because it shares the common Sensing way of perceiving the world, but the ESFJ/INFP combination is also very good.

ESFJs as Parents
As parents, ESFJs are extremely committed to their roles and duties, and contain and freely express a great deal of love and affection for their children. They expect their children to honor, respect and obey their parents, and do not tolerate well any deviance from this rule of behavior. Their Feeling preference makes it difficult for them to punish or discipline their children. If they have not worked on overcoming this issue, they may tend to punish their children in less obvious ways, such as using guilt manipulation. This is a potential pitfall for the ESFJ to overcome. It is generally more effective and healthier to directly issue punishment when called for.

The ESFJ is very service-oriented and concerned with the comfort and happiness of those around them. Consequently, their children are likely to have their practical needs taken care of very efficiently and responsibly. Their ESFJ parents will create structured environments for the children, where their boundaries will be well-defined and known.

The ESFJ's tendency to be controlling, combined with their emphasis on tradition and security, makes it likely that they will be at least somewhat strict and controlling of their children. However, they will also be their children's strongest, loudest advocate. Children of ESFJ parents are likely to rebel from their authority at some point, which will cause a stressful time for both parent and child. In this case, the ESFJ natural tendency is to make their children feel guilty about their behavior. Depending on the extent of the guilt manipulation, this may cause serious damage to the relationship.

Most ESFJs are remembered fondly by their children for their genuine love and affection, and for the well-defined structure and guidelines they created for their children.

ESFJs as Friends
Although the ESFJ usually puts their family in front of their friends, they do place a lot of importance on their close friendships, and feel tremendous loyalty towards their friends. Since they feel tremendous pressure in their lives to constantly "do their duty", they may sometimes turn their friendships into another task or responsibility. Usually, however, they get a lot of enjoyment from their friendships, and give back a lot of affirming warmth.

There are a couple of ESFJ tendencies which may cause problems with their casual and intimate friendships: 1) they don't give things freely - they expect something in return, and 2) they have a difficult time believing anything bad about someone close to them.

ESFJs are valued by others for their genuine interest in people, and for their warmth and kind-heartedness. They have a special skill at seeing the best in others, and making people feel good about themselves. As such, they usually have a relatively large number of very close friends, usually of all different personality types.

ESFJs are likely to have well-furnished, orderly and attractive homes. They are usually excellent hosts and hostesses, and enjoy throwing parties and having a good time. They like to feel as if they belong to traditions and institutions, and are likely to have a relatively large group of people which they include in their social circles.

2008-05-21T23:06:00.004+08:00

I just realised the wonder of facebook photo album feature.. Omg.. such a ku ku.. Everyone is using it but I m just too lazy to click on the photo tab and find out more! Hahhaa.. So here are the FULL UNCENSORED UNEDITED collection of my New Zealand South Island Trip.. Hehhe..

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=502559490

P.S. I know I look terrible in some photos...
P.P.S. I know these photos are long outdated!!!

2008-05-20T13:54:00.003+08:00

Wei Chao complained.. Hehe.. Saying my 3 words post is not considered an entry! So here comes my super long entry.. Take a deep breath and read on.. (up till this pt of typing, I still have no idea what I am going to blog about)

Let this old brain of mine recall what happened after since Er Er came back on 6th May.. Eh.. Hmm.. Ooo.. Errr... Shit.. Nothing is floating into my mind..

Er Er landed in Spore at abt 2-3am.. He then had to go back to camp and was released at 6am.. After he was released, he went back home to put his stuff down before coming to look for me.. (cant remember if I was still sleeping when he came my place..) Eh.. ok fine cant remember.. really aging already.. So he bought lots of food for my family from Taiwan and he bought me some stuff too.. (1 hp pouch.. which he has one identical one too except that it is blue, 2 bags, 1 set of container which packs everything nicely into one bigger container.. I think he can no longer stand my messy bag with lots of smaller things... and tons of face mask, oh and he got me a coaster too..) Ok talk abt the coaster.. heheh.. Its a super coaster.. Hahahha.. At first when he told me the coaster cost s$5, I was like wa.. so ex.. wats so great abt this coaster that made u paid 5 bucks for it... Then after using it, I discovered the wonder!!! The ceremic of the coaster is heated to 400 degrees so that the coaster can absorb all water! It really does man.. Have the problem of water overflowing onto your table even though a coaster is used? Worry no more with this super absorbant coaster!!! Hehehe.. It ensures that every droplet of water is absorb leaving you feeling all so clean and dry.. Hahha.. (p.S. this sounds like a commerical ad for sanitary pad!)

Ok continue.. so Er Er came back on tuesday.. so wednesday I had class.. Accounting.. Damn shit lor.. The stupid accounting class is like so difficult lor.. She is trying to teach us accounting frm a user perspective.. So everything become so complicated.. And I think she thinks we know everything! Everything is at super speed... In one lecture, we cover 3 chapters from the textbook! OMG!!! My accounting class is twice a week and 3 and the half hrs everytime.. And my quiz is next week.. GREAT! Anyway I have already SU that stupid module.. Argh.. Irritating..

The past two weekends were spent on 'family commitments'. Last last saturday, we went for my Mother's Day dinner.. And sunday was spent at his sister's place coz her baby full month.. And last saturday and sunday he had his ah ma's bday dinner. Hmm and both sunday morning he had soccer..

In between we went hmmm.. eh.. Tiong Baru to settle his uni application, City Hall to shop shop, Jurong Point for dinner, E!Hub for movies, E!Hub for gathering with our sec sch friends, E!Hub for soccer match, Orchard... (tats abt it I guess)

Talking about E!Hub, its such a scary place! Its a place where you will get to meet EVERYONE EVERYWHERE! Hahaha.. Tat day during our sec sch gathering, we met other sec sch friends there.. Saw Elias, Wan Keng and gang.. Hehehe.. Sunday night, we decided to go E!Hub for a midnight show at 1140pm.. and we meet Sheng Feng and Giselle in the CINEMA!! Hahaha.. And since the place is so damn near.. (its just like a 5min walk from my house, there wasnt a need to dress up.. ahahha..) After the show, we even went to 24hrs to had supper with the other 2..

2008-05-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

SUPER DUPER BROKE!!!!

2008-05-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

6th (tue)
Chow Soon come back frm Taiwan

7th (wed)
School

10th (sat)
Mother's Day dinner

11th (sun)
Soccer
Chow Soon Sis Baby Full Mth
Soccer Match at Ehub

12th (mon)
School

14th (wed)
School

16th (fri)
School

17th (sat)
Chow Soon Ah Ma Bday Dinner

18th (sun)
Soccer
Chow Soon Ah Ma Bday Dinner

With so many commitments, where is there actually time left?

2008-05-03T10:50:00.001+08:00

Countdown to chow soon's return: 4 days..
Yippy... Haven seen him for like a mth plus already.. Sometimes I really do wonder y r we always separated.. Even my mum n my ah ma commented.. :s

2008-04-28T15:19:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the last paper already. So happy n excited coz its going to be finally over yet at the same time so worried coz I m still not pRepared for the paper yet... :( skIpped some parts here and there n have yet to study ens yet.. Hopefully tmr the qns would not come out from those parts I skip. If not zero liao.. *blogging frm my phone now.. Hehe..

2008-04-24T09:14:00.000+08:00

Testing....

2008-04-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

Hazel Kung Jing Ting would like to thank Zhuo Wei Chao for giving her a $189 birthday present... Hehhee...

2008-04-14T16:24:00.005+08:00

Happy Happy Birthday.. hehhee... Felt so loved n pampered... Hehehhe...
On the 12th, my Ah Ma cooked me mee sua.. hehehe.. Finally got to eat yucky mee sua.. I hate mee sua la.. But its like a yearly thing.. Last year was at NZ, didnt get to eat.. So sad!!!
My old friend came to my house downstairs with a cake at 12mn hehhe.. And we talked till 3am!
Then the next mornin, at 11plus, Jeremy Tan came to my house downstairs to pass me the present the usual bought for me... hehehe.. 3 boxes of royce chocolate!!!!! And it has only been a day but half of it is gone... I m going to be so fat!!! Suppose to be on a diet so that when Er Er come back I will be like slim n pretty.. Think he will see me fat and ugly liao...
Then in the noon, I went out with my family to Thai Express for food... Yum Yum..
Then we went to walk around.. and my stingy and funny sister "gave me a card" when we were in precious moment, she came up to me, a passed me a card and said "Jie, happy birthday. I took time to choose the card de... so read it then put it back to the shelf hor..." WTH!!!!
Then Er Er called to wish me happy bday and to sing bday song for me.. Hahahha.. He sounded so funny...
Then at night... 'ting dong' delivery man came... with a boquet of flowers.. Hehehe.. Purple roses... And a very mushy card.. So mushy till I suspect if it is written by him... Hahha...
Then at night cut cake with my fam...
Hehhehe..
Got Ang Baos and MY PINKY ZEN STONE PLUS WITH BUILT IN SPEAKERS!!!
Hehehe... At night my dad was like "are you sure you dont wan the diamond necklace?"
Me: "i dont wan... I dont wear these kind of things de.. I rather have my Zen Stone Plus.."
After I said that, he went to put on his T shirt and went to White Sands to get it for me... Hehehhe...
SO NOW I GOT MY PINKY ZEN STONE PLUS... N I super love it...
Ok below are some pictures... =)
Oh and some of my friends sms to wish me too...
OK to everyone out there, thank you.. And I love you... hehehhe...

P.S. I know the way I type totally sucks.. So disorganise and no flow.. Hehhee.. I just wan record these down for myself.. So that when I get old in the future and my memory start to fail me, I still have this.. Hahhaa... *First paper tmr la... SHIT!! Not prepared yet lor.. KNS... 15mins to 5... wan watch tv at 5... then study a bit, eat dinner, study a bit then go back to West Coast liao...

Oh man.. Exams tmr!!!!!!

2008-04-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

2008-04-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

5 Things You Should Never Say to Her
Saying these dooms you to a life of constant arguing,withering stares, and no sex
By Sarah Miller

Forbidden Phrases
1. "Relax."
2. "I love you." (During a fight)
3. "It's up to you."
4. "You knew I was this way..."
5. "[Nothing]"
Magic Words
1. "Just tell me everything."
2. "You are just so beautiful."
3. "Sorry. It was my fault."

http://www.menshealth.com/neversay/relax.html

All guys out there, pls read this... hehehe...
And gers, read this and send this to your man!!!!

2008-04-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Help... my tiny brain cant remember so many stuff... OMG!!!

2008-04-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

Just read someone's blog... her friend friend is diagnosis with womb cancer and she is just 2 years older than my friend.. This is the 2nd case in Singapore and she had tried drugs and chemo but nothing works.. The doc is now putting her on morphine just to reduce the pain she have to endure... She is counting down to her days and her family and boyfriend are at a lost...

So sad and disturbed after reading this.. Although the connection is like so far (my friend's friend's friend) but I still feel it.. Hai...

Life is so fragile...

2008-03-31T11:39:00.000+08:00

Er Da Da would be leaving for Taiwan for a mth plus tonight... :(

2008-03-24T12:46:00.001+08:00

3 more weeks to exam...
And I haven started studying...

2008-03-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

Came in touch with you today... Held you... Felt you...
And I totally want you...
I am going to get you... When I get my first pay...
Wait for me...

DIOR
Lamb Skin
S$2500

2008-03-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

Exams in a month minus one day's time... :S
That fast...
Time flies like nobody business... *Insane..
Currently listening to yes933 and only listening.. (and typing this of course..)
In this multi- tasking society,
how often do you just do one and only I thing at a time?
**Ok shall go listen to my radio le..

2008-03-11T10:21:00.001+08:00

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I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles
with lemonade
Play hide and seek
with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore and
Imagine how I'll make the world
a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

If I were a little girl
Trying to clean up the whole wide world
I'd kick the bad boys back to school
Teach them fighting's just not cool
I'd give every kid a teddy bear
Turn starving people into millionaires
Break glass ceilings with dynamite
sprinkle a little sugar and spice
Turn the bullies that terrorize
Into pink poodles that bark,
but don't bite

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-
Yeah

Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me
Little Superhero Girl
Little Superhero Girl
Save me from myself

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world

2008-03-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

imperfect

2008-03-08T11:24:00.004+08:00

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕

没有理由我也能自己走

2008-03-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

Sharing

When masking ur face, always apply a think generous amount of mask onto your face... This is because, if too thin a layer is applied, the mask will do your skin more harm than good as the thin layer of mask will suck away the moisture from your skin rather than to input moisture into your skin...
Do not leave the mask on your face for more than 20mins!!! 15mins is the optimum duration. If the mask is left for too long, the mask will start sucking moisture away from your skin!!!

That's all... hehehe...

2008-03-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

Hazel has disappeared from school... hehhe..

2008-03-01T08:56:00.001+08:00

Dying of hunger and he is still sleeping... Haiz.. Woke him up 45mins ago n he said ok lets go for breakfast.. Its already 45mins ltr n my 2nd cup of milo..

2008-02-29T11:04:00.002+08:00

It has been really long since I last went out to town area or sth..
Went to Vivo Starbucks with a friend to study on Wednesday night..
And went to Suntec and Dempsy on Thursday night...
Something really refreshing as compared to stay in weekends or heartland weekends..

2008-02-23T10:56:00.001+08:00

2008-02-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

Oooo.. My name... Was surfing the web and came across Mong's web.. Cupcakes with my name on it.. Is it a surprise for me? I bet not.. Hahhaha..

2008-02-19T12:06:00.001+08:00

:( Pharmaco test this coming Friday..
So many many drug name to remember..
Remember already forget...
Remember already forget...
OMG..

2008-02-18T17:43:00.001+08:00

Learn to expect nothing.. Coz when you expect nothing, no matter wat happen, there wont be disappointment...

2008-02-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

Woo.. decided to take up the challenge of climbing 13 floors... Have been taking the stairs daily at my aunt place.. 6 floors.. today I decided to take on my house.. And I survived.. Hehehe.. Tired though..

2008-02-14T18:30:00.004+08:00

Was reading thru my last year's posts...
Last year this day, I was on the plane on my way to NZ...
Still remembered Erri wasnt able to send me of coz he got outfield..
So the last day we met was 11th feb..

This year, he got outfield too and this year, we have an agreement not to celebrate..
Since nth to get for each other and anyway cant c each other this day...

2 years nv celebrate V day le.. Forgotten how it felt like to celebrate V day le..
This year, on my bday, he would be going Taiwan too..
So wont be able to celebrate my bday with me..
Same thing.. 2 years nv celebrate my bday with me le..

Last year my bday was sent at Wanaka, New Zealand.
It was my south island trip with my friends.. =)
Simple and sweet 21.. =)

Wonder how would bday be like this year..
2 days before exam..
How to celebrate?
And too old to celebrate already..
Oh man.. Feel so OLD...
Almost 22 already...
Its like if i were to live till 88,
I have already live a quarter of my life..

2008-02-14T14:28:00.001+08:00

Overactive nociceptors...
Shall go curl up in bed...

2008-02-14T13:52:00.001+08:00

Decided to induge in some super fattening food for lunch today.. Had chicken cuttlet... Yummy.. But its like super duper sinful.. :S

Its V day and I would be home studying pharmaco.. :S

Ok Happy V day to all..

Love everyone!!!

2008-02-13T13:46:00.003+08:00

Just settled down a little while ago.. Decided to skip Human Resource Management... Too stone to do anything today.. Couldnt even concentrate on pharmaco lec this morning.. Must be the long holidays...
So after pharmaco lec, headed back... Stopped by to buy toiletries and lunch... Increased the intensity of my stairs climbing today.. Decided to take the stairs despite my shampoo, hair mask, conditioner, leave on conditioner, lunch and bao bao cha... Wooo.. It was heavy... Hehehe...
Ok shall go n study pharmaco... :S Hopefully I dont feel sleepy that soon....

2008-02-11T09:17:00.000+08:00

CNY

CNY was insanely insane this year.. due to the long extended holidays.. 4 full days of holidays.. And I think the total time I slept throughout these 4 days is equivalent to 1 normal school day... :S
First day of new year was spent visiting my relatives...
2nd day, I went to Erri's Ah Ma place and then we went to Andrew's aunt place and then to Andrew place... to Pai nian and to gamble of course.. Left Andrew's place at 4+am... :S
Third day of new year was spent at home... Sec sch friends came over.. BIGGEST DAMAGE OF ALL.. I lost $20plus but this was nth compared to the rest of them.. It was INSANE.. ZIJIAN's LUCK was WOOO.. Hahhaha.. He won EVERYONE's MONEY!!!
Ended at 4plus am.. and we went 24hrs to eat.. Got back home at like 5plus and woke up at 8 the next day to go pia nian again.. Then went to Erri house to pai nian..
Omg.. It was a super tiring new year...
Ok its Monday..
Sch starts again..
No more holidays.. :(
2 tests coming up..
and 2 projects...
Oh man....

2008-02-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

What is the purpose of CNY?

Long long time ago, it was to chase away some 'dragon- monster' thingy... *sth along that line...
Now?
Gathering of long distance relatives?
Why do we only gather during CNY and not other times? (Another day for gathering would be when someone passed away...)
Since we only gather once a year during CNY, then wats the point? Does it mean your relatives actually do not mean that much to you.. The only reason you visit them is coz of CNY.. w/o CNY would you even visit them? Do they even cross your mind before at all? I bet 99.9% the answer is no.. Or is your reason for not visiting your relatives besides during CNY is due to the lack of time? But everyone is given 24hrs a day.. Its how you prioritise...
So I guess actually theses relatives mean nothing at all.. The only reason you visit them during CNY coz its CNY...
And why do people dress up till all so so pretty during visiting? I reckon is coz since you only see these 'relatives' once a year, you really do want to show them and let them know how good you are... Isnt this all about human nature? Hahaha.. *ironic..

Anyway to everyone out there, Happy Lunar New Year...

2008-02-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

Sunday Noon was good... It was be a couch potato day.. Both of us were feeling ultra duper lazy.. We were suppose to go shopping but instead, we rented a DVD, lied on the couch *each person one.. And induge in our Haggen Daz ice cream he bought the day before... It was a quat!! Bigger than a pint.. Hehe.. We also bought Ruffles from NTUC during lunch.. So it was lots n lots of ice cream and lots n lots of chips.. OMG.. how sinful...

2008-02-04T18:42:00.001+08:00

2 back to back classes is totally exhausting...
Symptoms:
Headache
Nauseous
Spinning Head
Loss of sense of time and space...